how serene it was..you are on me, in me. totally one. we breath and feel as one. no weight, you are like a swan resting on me. resting your wings over my back. such peace... i felt i've never felt such peaceful moments in my life. it overwhelmed me, my tears dropped, one after another, wet my cheeks and neck.. often you can't explain tears. out of love, was it? or warmth, tenderness... deeply moved. you stroked my hair as if i was a little girl. some memory will never rust nor change in the heart. i felt so sure i'd never lose it.
